WHOA DREAM

So, the other night I had this reeeeally weird dream. And I woke up, and was kind of like WTF. So, here it is:

It was modern day, and for some reason my family and friends were in like Northwest Bumblefuck USA, and there was a zombie epidemic -- so original, I know. So, there's these zombies chasing us, trying to get our attention, so we run (because the word was that if we touch them, or they touch us, we turn into zombies), and we run into these little ghetto make-shift homes that just happened to be there. So weird. So at this point in my dream, I have like the best idea ever (or so I thought) to go out, and find out what the fuck the zombies are chasing us for. Like, what would they want from us?

So I see like two or three of them, around a motorcycle (? right?), and one happens to be really attractive (you're probably thinking EW, but no, he was mad attractive). And they seemed really nice. So I'm like "DUDE WTF WHY DO YOU AND THE REST OF YOUR ZOMBIE POSSE KEEP CHASING US?" And so they're like "dude, no, chill, we're trying to warn you." So, I hang out with them, because they seem pretty rad (and coherent) for being zombies, and I find out what's turning everybody. Are you ready for this???

----FAST FOOD, LIKE MCDONALD'S AND TACO BELL.----

SHOCK RIGHT? I thought that the fact that they were ZOMBIES, FLESH EATING ZOMBIES, were enough to turn humans into them. But nope, it was the stuff that nobody thinks anything about. So, I went back to my family, and they were about to eat Taco Bell, and McDonald's, because it was the only thing left to eat, so I was like "NOOOOOOO DON'T EAT THAT" and they all got really mad at me.

And then my dream ended.

So weird, but I think I'll use it for my Short Film project for TV2.

Wow, it's been over a month

And I'm so pissed off. Like, words CANNOT EVEN FATHOM how mad/upset i actually am.

I DON'T CRY OVER GUYS. So, why is it THIS ONE in particular???? Why did I even waste THREE YEARS on him?!

I just really don't know what to do anymore.

And I'm totally mad at the wrong people.

I've been slackin'!

But I've also been pretty busy. AND I CAN'T FIND MY N64. It's making me veeeerrry very angry. i'll look in my brother's closet tomorrow though. If it's not there, then I really have no clue where it could possibly be.

And, I found a spider in my room today. So I automatically feel like they're crawling all over me. EW.

One lesson I've learned so far today.

Never put a spoon in the microwave by accident.

Or on purpose for that matter.

YEAH I KNOW THIRD POST

But this.... is a good song.


And it kind of explains my life a little right now.

"My friends think I've gone crazy, my judgment is getting kinda hazy
My status is gonna be affected if I keep it up like a love sick crackhead"

Also,

I'm using Google Chrome.


It's fantastic.




...And if the Mets don't win, the shit is gonna hit the fan in this house. I don't feel like being upset over a stupid baseball game. And I especially don't want to hear my 13 year old brother bitch and complain about it lol. :)

I'm dumb.

Because I didn't try out for my favorite play. Because of the people I was having drama with. WHY DO I ALWAYS DO THIS? I always let people get in the way of the things that I want to do.

And now I have Rent songs stuck in my head.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I NEED TO STOP SPENDING MY MONEYYYY.

Legit, I REEEEALLY need to stop spending it. From now on, the only thing I'm gonna spend it on, is gas. Because I'd like to actually have some left over in the bank, that'd be reeeeally awesome.

But anyway. Today wasn't eventful either. Everything is starting to slow down. Except, I went jogging yesterday :). It was fun, I felt so much better after going and I blew a lot of steam, so it was cool.

Buuut yeah. I have nothing else interesting to say.

"I'm so over it, I've been there and back
Changed all my numbers and just in case you're wondering
I got that new
I'm a single girl swag
Got me with my girls and we're singin' it sing!
Na na na na,hey na na na na hey
Hey hey hey
Goodbye
Na na na na, na na na na
Hey hey hey
Goodbye"

Early Postinggggg.

Today was also pretty boring. I had pre-algebra at 8 AM (yes, pre-algebra. I'm pretty dumb), and then I had TV Production at 10 AM.

I cut my hand open, well, four of my fingers. Because I dropped a glass. Because I'm clumsy.

Don't have much to say right now, but maybe something cooler will happen later.

Tataaa.

"haunting us, these different meanings and spectral beings.
We're fighting sleep with broken, rusted weaponry.
Sing so softly and low, like you want me to hear.
Stolen what you can't afford,
What's that muffle beating for?"

Boring Day.

Boooo. Nothing extremely exciting happened today. But I made $100 babysitting lastnight, so there's a plus.

Also, gotta love how my mom told me not to get mad before she asked me this question: "Was there people smoking pot at the party Friday?" So, of course I told the truth and said yes, but that I didn't. Then she proceeded to tell me that she didn't want me getting into trouble if they got busted. Which wouldn't happen, because the cops in my town really don't care, as long as they're not bothering anybody. So basically she's saying she doesn't want me going to them anymore. Which is something that isn't going to happen. Just saying. Like, I can see where she's coming from, but I'm not gonna stop having fun not doing what they're doing. Doesn't make much sense, but I'm sure you're all picking up what I'm putting down.

Now, it's time I must hit the hay. Class at 8 tomorrow. Lovely.

"It's hard to say that I was wrong,
it's hard to say I miss you.
Since you've been gone, it's not the same..."

And I can honestly say, that this was the best birthday I've ever had.

Legit. My family is amazing. We went to Villa Mannino for dinner, and I've come to the conclusion that I'm going to write a quote book of all the funny stuff my cousin Kristen says. I'm telling you, it'll be a bestseller.
"I'm going to stab you with a straw." "How?" "Very carefully."
And dinner was reeeeally good (best stuffed shells IN MY LIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIFE!!!).

The party. Was the most epic one ever. I honestly love my friends. They went allll out for this one, and made sure I had an awesome night. I made a couple of new friends, and I just can't wait for the next one. And then this morning we went to the diner for breakfast.
"OH MY GOD, WHY IS SHE SPINNING HER CHILD? OH MY GOD HIS HEAD JUST FELL OFF!!!" "um... that was just his hat..."

Dear dude that ditched me who shall remain nameless:

YOU MISSED THE MOST EPIC NIGHT. And it's allll on you.

"We get high, we let go
We've got more than we know
My friends are a different breed
My friends are everything
Make this last, take it slow
We've got it all figured out for now
So let us live our lives without a doubt"

It's my birthdayyyy!!!!

Yaaaay 19! :)

Tonight -- family dinner at Villa Mannino. Super excited.
Later tonight -- getting my party on with my biffs.

Only way to do the birthday. :)

"On an island in the sun
We'll be playing and having fun
And it makes me feel so fine
I can't control my brain

We'll run away together
We'll spend some time forever
We'll never feel bad anymore"

Oh wow.

Yeah, ditch me for your ex girlfriend. That's always the cool thing to do.

"I'm not the one that you want, I'll always let you down.
And I'm pretty sure that you've caught on.
And you can say that 'Oh, I'm just feeling sorry for myself'
(If that's how you feel, then what's there to do?
I'll keep this feeling in my heart
but when you look in my eyes, you will know the truth.)"

Laa dee daaaa.

Buuusy day I had today. I got up at a decent time though (6:30 FTW!!!), and I had Fruit Loops for breakfast :). I had class at 8:00 but it flew by, and then I had another class at 10:00, but we just worked in our production crews for our commercials and got to leave early (I love college). Thennn, I hung out with one of my biffs, went to Princeton (again), and then I helped her with this photography thingie she had to do. So it was pretty fun.

So, this whole stupid dumb guy dilemma is annoying me. Because there's one more thrown into the mix. That makes three. I don't know if he likes me or not, but one of my friends is like hinting at it, and I don't like him like that. I just like him as a friend. As for the other two, WHAAAATEVER. I'm hanging out with the one that I had a thing with tomorrow, but I think I'm also going to aim toward just being friends with him, because relationhip-y things with him neeever work out. I'm just going to let the shizz take it's course, though. I have bigger things to worry about.

The scrapbook I'm making is coming along veeery well. I only have about six more pages to decorate, and then I'm giving it to them this weekend so they can start putting pictures in it ASAP. My mom thinks it's really cute, too, so hopefully they'll like it :).

MY BIRTHDAY IS IN TWO DAYS. But since it's supposed to rain, we're probably not going to the Trenton Thunder game as we originally planned, but that's okay because I think that if it rains I'd much rather just go out to dinner with my family. Also, after that, there's a party. So I'm maddd excited (YAY STRESS RELIEF!!!).

So, I think I might hit the hay. I have to get up early once again tomorrow. Laterrrr.

"Kill me romantically
Fill my soul with vomit
Then ask me for a piece of gum.
Bitter and dumb
You're my sugarplum.
You're awful, I love you!"

2 good days in a row?

We're going for a record!!!

I woke up at around 9ish, drove mom to work, and had class at 10:30. And I wasn't late. And the disussion was great (even though my friend and I made fun of my professor about the ENTIRE time).

My professor: "I'm such a role model to you guys."
Me (to my friend): "REALLY REALLY NOT."

Then, since my brother is on break today, I figured I'd take him to Rita's. So we picked up another friend of mine, and decided to go to Twist in Princeton last minute. Best decision I've ever made on a hot day :). I actually had A LOT of fun with my brother, he's getting less annoying as he's getting older. Maybe the "teenager" in him FINALLY kicked in. But we were able to talk about a lot of stuff. I've also taught him very well as far as music goes.

I decided to make a scrapbook for my aunt and uncle since they just had the baby. So today, I went to AC Moore. Spent $45 on scrapbooking supplies, and I'm maddd excited. I'm such a nerd when it comes to sentimental stuff like this. I've kept every note from my friends, every letter that my family has ever written me, and any funny/cute IM that I've ever been involved in. Also, if you buy me a card, I'll probably keep it FOREVER. It's just the way I am. But honestly, I hope that my aunt and uncle like it. I'm decorating the pages with stickers and borders and whatnot, and leaving spaces that they can put pictures in. Also, for the front page, I put all the trends of this past year, and what the top song was for April 3rd, and all that good stuff. :)

Welp, dinner is cooking, I'm starving, aaaaand I have a ton of algebra homework to do. Au revior <3

"Take, take a breath
We've got all the time in the world
To get a grip on the fact
That we don't last
But right now I want to watch the tide roll in
With my best friends"

P.S. I've decided to end every post with a song lyric that basically describes my mood from now on. Shweet.

Oh haaaaai new post :)

SO. Today is actually going REALLY well. I got alll my homework done lastnight, er, 2:00 this morning, and I got it alll correct. (SCOOOOOOORE!). My commercial idea that I pitched in TV Production was well liked, except there was a funnier one. They said my idea was more realistic, (but hey, I guess it's up to Professor Talks-A-Lot). And I got to hang out with a few friends that I haven't seen in AGES. We went to Applebee's to grab lunch, and were obnoxious like the old days. :)

I also saw the TWO guys I have to choose between. ('SUP, DILEMMA?). The one can be kind of a tool sometimes, and a jerk, so my friends don't really like him, but I was already in a relationship with the other. So either way, it kind of sucks. But I have to choose because I can't be the girl who's stuck in the middle. Again. Like always.

But anyway.

TODAY'S OPENING DAY FOR THE METS :)

And my birthday is in four days.

Love it.

So, I've decided to take on blogging.

"But.. why?" you might ask. "You're not a good writer, you feel like you try way too hard, and you used these STUPID ASS quotations. WHY in hell would you think of this?" Why? Because:

a) I'm too lazy to actually pick up a pen and write in a journal, with paper and everything. (it cramps my hand!)

and

b) My life actually is pretty interesting. Interesting enough to write about... kind of. (WHO KNEW?!)

So, today was Easter. To be honest, I'm not religious. Like, I believe in God and Jesus and yadda yadda yadda, but Church isn't my first priority right now. Yeah, it's good to have God because apparently he solves all and "provides", but he's not a solid figure. He can't just hand me $40 and be like "Oh hey, here's some cash for gas, you seem to be running out." And I'd be like "OH HAI THANKS JESUS!" And as a provider, he's not going to walk in your front door carrying a suitcase saying "Honey? I'm home!" (See, Carrie Underwood? He's not just gonna "take the wheel" or whatever.)

But, I digress.

Today was also really good because my Aunt had the baby :). She's an adorable 7 lb. bundle of joy -- Kelleigh Anna. :). I plan to take this baby under my wing. As I've been saying, us April babies have to stick together. <3

Which brings my to my next thing -- MY BIRTHDAY IS ON FRIDAY HOLY CRAP. It's not a big, important birthday (like say 21), but I'm turning 19. But hey, if anyone needs cigarettes, send some cash my way, I'm your girl.

So now, I have to go finish some homework that's due tomorrow (YAY PROCRASTINATION!), because I have an 8 AM class on a day that I was SUPPOSED to have off (gee, THANKS SNOW).